i guess this is the way i handle stress?? is this even stress?? it's weird....
and i find that these complex feelings manifests itself more whenever i'm doing work in the middle of the night and i get bored.... and start thinking of a lot of things. what i've done so far, how i'm wasting my potential and life in this place and what i could've done better....
these things don't happen when i'm around other ppl. well yeah, coz i don't see a need to be like that around other ppl. it's the concept of self i've learnt a long time ago...
"nobody can lift u out of depression or sadness unless u urself is willing to"
has alwiz been my core belief. i guess.
also could be because i have such jolly bunch of friends around that could distract enough. physically, through conversation and head-banging sessions ^^
songs are alwiz the best in bringing out and amplifying these weird feelings. strings and backup vocals are very powerful stuffs to draw out emotions and raise goosebumps.
currently listening to this song by mayday "unknown title" but repeats the words "ying wei you ni" in the chorus. good companion during complex moments ^^
2nd song highlighted currently is tanya chai's shuang qi dong wu
best not to have too much complexes!!!!! @.@
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