Saturday, December 26, 2009

bittersweet stuffs

bittersweet stuffs are stuffs that are made up of things that you enjoy and yet it brings back memories of loss and pain whenever evoked...

most notable of all are hearthaches... caused by the loss of loved ones [death] or probably lost love. [break-ups, cheated, too-late love or rejected love]. i've seen ppl who had been affected by hearthaches... the damages are powerful at times at epic proportions that it warrants a great song written about... i guess that's why most good songs are alwiz about break-ups and loss love coz a lot of people can relate to it. these things are almost universal.

the sad things is, it's not universal that everyone can actually become immune to the pain of these hearthaches. at times it leads them to do illogical and irrational things. specimen A was and still is a good example. specimen A really has my pity. i hope he'll be well. really do hope so. unrequited love is tough. i understand. decisions are alwiz the path-splitter. there's no save and load button in real life. what's done is done. never regret your decision after doing it. despair, be sad, cry over it and move on but never linger. coz if you do, it'll just eat away at you. it's a life-learning process. repeat and rinse.

infatuation is weird at times. it can pop out from nowhere. it can wreck u emotionally. especially vulnerable ppl are those who are normally loners who lack interaction with the opposite sex. i have this problem. still bothers me at times. not good. doesn't help. dissapointment pops out at times. i'm good at hiding them but it rears it's head at times. it's sad at times. it's tough at times. it's traumatizing at times.

solace comes in? friends, food, songs, games and sleep. always thankful for all of these. alwiz wish that i've never ended up in this place. the past 4 years has seen the worst part of me emotionally [not just in terms of infatuations] and i really don't wish for it to affect me for the rest of my life. truly think that it has.. just please not by a LARGE magnitude

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