the deciding day will arrive in 4 days when my fate for the next three months will be finalized...
there's a lot of things in my life i believe was never too bad.. nothing i ever regretted much.... but the event surrounding this has alwiz been the worst i've ever faced... personally
it's like my life is hanging by a balance just like the old malay saying... like an egg on a horn. seriously wtf... i find myself thinking about it whenever i'm driving.... seriously weird... even now i don't feel it that much. it's there but it's buried by the conscious thoughts and motor neurons which are busy firing synapses to each other....
but when i drive... it felt like as if the dam has been broken... it all pours out amidst the frequencies and waves from the stereo and the jumble of street lights + car plate numbers which zoom by =/ i guess driving IS becoming sort of like a 2nd naature to me.... [auto car only]. and just like foretold by my wise parents, driving is turning into a tuneless song to me =/
staying positive!!!!!! @@
