and there's gonna be various things happening...
1st up,
CNY!!! another year and another reunion, excuse to go home etc
2nd,
get to spend a bonus of a week in KL with family and friends XD woohoo....
3rd,
my brother finally has a new girlfriend. wow!!! wonder how it'll actually turn up hehe
4th
can't wait till i can start meeting up with my friends
5th
i wonder how i'm gonna spend most of my time at home now....
6th
gotta take more pix of trouble. the nigger's 20kg now... hope that now is it's max size.. 1 year old doggie. damn fun to hug. but the licks are getting annnoying and more sticky and wetter than it ever used to be... >.<
7th
various ppl are already probing and asking what job am i gonna take up soon... =.= quite frankly, i don't plan to take up a job very soon... not very keen on that. yeah. i'm spoiled that way. XD
looking forward to the days to come. and for once, this is a non-emo blog post XD
Friday, February 12, 2010
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
cryptic....
i guess that's how i will describe this blog. cryptic
it ain't interesting if i should actually describe the things that happen to me daily. that will sound like a report. i've seen plenty of life-reporter blogs and frankly, they fail to impress me unless there's really nice pictures inside. i know that i'd fail at that surely. obvious reasons.
a little bird once told me that ppl should have a balance of selflessness and selfishness.
the problem is.. where do you draw the line?
at times, i feel that i fall down to the selflessness side much more. downside to that is that u'll end up hurting urself. being selfish could work but at times i find that i couldn't do it that much as i've seen the effect it has on surrounding ppl.
at various points as well, u feel as if u want recognition and acknowledgement of the selflessness but at the end of the day, how selfless are you if you keep reminding ppl about how selfless u were? it's a big paradox i see in various ppl.
the line is very blur. or mayb i just set too high standards on self on these things.
as alwiz, my mind works in chaos. was intending to write about something else entirely but this came out. >.<
it ain't interesting if i should actually describe the things that happen to me daily. that will sound like a report. i've seen plenty of life-reporter blogs and frankly, they fail to impress me unless there's really nice pictures inside. i know that i'd fail at that surely. obvious reasons.
a little bird once told me that ppl should have a balance of selflessness and selfishness.
the problem is.. where do you draw the line?
at times, i feel that i fall down to the selflessness side much more. downside to that is that u'll end up hurting urself. being selfish could work but at times i find that i couldn't do it that much as i've seen the effect it has on surrounding ppl.
at various points as well, u feel as if u want recognition and acknowledgement of the selflessness but at the end of the day, how selfless are you if you keep reminding ppl about how selfless u were? it's a big paradox i see in various ppl.
the line is very blur. or mayb i just set too high standards on self on these things.
as alwiz, my mind works in chaos. was intending to write about something else entirely but this came out. >.<
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